title: A Cure for Pain (Ten Years) by Jon Foreman

what a beautiful song. so today was pretty productive adn it's only 12:48. not too shabby eh? i woke up around 7:00-7:30 watched tv forever. then i went to target with my mom, i got a planner and a notebook for school (the planner is really good...i'm so glad i have it). yesterday i told my mom a lot of things, yesterday i decided i'm not going to let my fears rule me. i'm going to go back to the way i used to be...with a twist.

i'm thinking i'm not a good christian. i'm thinking i'm pretty much an awful christian. i don't want to fix that. i want to follow what Jesus said. that's it. i believe that what Jesus said was fairly simple, but somehow we messed it all up...why do we do that? i love God and isn't that all the matters?

i'm just thinking that christianity isn't all that important as long as you follow God, and love him. that's what christianity should be, but it's not and that's just silly to me.

i refuse to worship the Bible. i'm following God.

-katie*

Labels: ponderings