That's when the irony hit me...


Monday, February 22, 2010
five years ago my dear friend brad died.
most everyone knows by now, but for those that don't, in his freshman year of high school brad hoppe shot himself behind his home leaving a younger brother, a father and a mother behind.
brad and i were best friends as children and due to fighting between his mother and my father we drifted apart when i was around seven years old.

today i was reading a list of "121 Things a TRUE 90s Kid would Know" and about halfway through i realized that about half of the things on that list linked back to brad in my memory. i miss childhood. i miss playing until the sun went down. i remember we had the greatest trick to stay out later, we'd make sure all of our moms would come out and start talking and we knew we'd have at least another hour.

i want to keep this short because i'm distracted, but i wanted to remember brad today.

-katie

ps: the list is really great if you were a kid in the 90s, so look it up on facebook :D

Posted by Katie at 22.2.10 | 4 comments
Friday, February 19, 2010
title: I Love You and Buddha Too by Mason Jennings

i heart that song. so very much.

so today has been one of those days. today was a day when i was so hopeful i could haven cried. having just recently become a double major i've been nervous about this endeavor but today i couldn't be more excited. i resent when people tell me i'm idealistic because i'm young because if not me, then who? i used to argue with my dad about this all the time. i don't think it matters that my hopes may be unachievable. if no one had ideal what would be the point in living? if everyone truly believed that nothing in this world could change wouldn't we all commit suicide? i forget the exact quote but jon foreman once said if you go around believe everything is fine you're not being truthful, but if you believe nothing can be fixed you'll commit suicide. somewhere between pure optimism and pure pessimism is honesty. i want to believe things can be different.

on another note, i'm sick and tired of people complaining about obama. true, i'm not too happy with him at the moment, but i don't think that gives them the write to call him a marxist. that is simply not true.

i guess i don't have much to say. i'm just feeling the itch to do something amazing and i had to let off some of my liberal steam. having a republican roommate can be torture sometimes, especially when she begins most statements with "well i'm catholic so i believe..." *sigh* if only people would think for themselves.
-katie
ps- what do people think of me going by katherine? i'm thinking that may be my professional name...i'm starting to really like it

Posted by Katie at 19.2.10 | 3 comments