title: Beauty from Pain by Superchic[k]

oh what an interesting day. actually, most of today wasn't interesting. i went to work from 10:30 to 4:00 which was really long because it was so slow. after work i got Everybody Hurts which is a satirical book on emo kids...funny stuff. i also got a job application! but i won't say for where...i don't want to get my hopes up.

is it bad that i'm really fed up with kayla? is it worse that i don't know why? is it bad that i'm losing my last friend? after kayla i'll have none left. it's times like these when i really just want to curl up and die. i don't want to live because i don't want to wait. i hate being so lonely! i called marissa but she was driving, then she called me back and i was driving, then i called her back adn she didn't answer...she was probably meeting with someone more important. i'm so discouraged. i seriously want to die.

-katie
"every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart"-For Miles, Thrice