title: Overkill by Colin Hay

people can be so upsetting. i share five of my six classes with two girls who i have, in the last week, grown to dispise. these are two girls i once considered casual friends. never again.
these girls are vicious and can talk of nothing else than other people's insecurities.
thankfully i think i'm safe. i seriously doubt i'm even worth their mention, and i refuse to get close enough to change that.
then there's another friend. we were fairly close once. not anymore. he's become hard and jaded and i refuse, REFUSE to be anywhere near someone who would opt out of emotion.
then today my mom gave a ten minute heads up about my dad coming over.
MY FATHER! yeah, the one I'M NOT SPEAKING TO!
that pissed me off royally. and now she's out to dinner with him. i thought they were getting a divorce. i thought she was angry with him to. apparently i was wrong.
i feel so betrayed.
she has time to go out to dinner with my dad, but she hasn't made my doctor's appointment. the doctor's appointment only one person outside my family knows about.
i'm afraid to see the doctor. but i'm more afraid not to.
it's getting so hard to hide it all.
i just need a break from fake bitches.

i'm so fucking over this shit.
-katie*